Old habits die hard.

Recently i have been sleeping on the sofa in my living room. I will just fall asleep for no reason. This whole thing reminds me of you. In the past, i would nag at you for sleeping on your sofa whenever you reach home from work and now it is my turn to do this. Am i doing this sub-consciously because i still cant let you go?

I didnt expect myself to let go just like this. I just dont like the process. It really hurts.

On a brighter note, Aza, thanks for accompanying me that night at Mac and TopOne. Without your company, i will have no idea what i am going to do just to make the feeling go away.

痛

Maybe Han Fen was right.

一但习惯, 心就不会痛了.

Blurry

Everything so blurry and everyone so fake.
Everybody is empty and everything is so messed up.
Preoccupied without you, i cannot live at all, my whole world surrounds you.
I stumble and i crawl.
You could be my someone.
You could be my scene.
You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene.
I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are.
There's an ocean between us but that is not very far.

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face, this pain you gave to me.

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face.

Everyone is changing, there is no one left that's real.
So make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel.
Cause i am lost without you, i cannot live at all.
My whole world surrounds you.
I stumble and i crawl.
And you could be my someone.
You could be my scene.
And know that i will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing, i wonder where you are.
There is oceans in between us but that's not very far.

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shove it in my face, this pain you gave to me!!!

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face, this pain you gave to me!!!

Nobody told me what you thought, nobody told me what to say.
Everyone told you where to turn, told you when to run away.
Nobody told you where to hide,nobody told you what to say.
Everyone showed you where to turn, showed you when to run away.

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face, this pain you gave to me.

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!
This pain you gave to meeeeeeeeee!!!
Take it all away!!!
Take it all away!!!