Sorry

It is not easy for me trying to get over you. 3 years of feelings i cant ignore but i am really tired. I dont want to live in insecurity anymore. After what had happened i just lost myself. Whenever you are not contactable, i panicked. My hands trembled. My heart beat starts increasing. I have placed in my efforts but to no avail. I am sick and tired of this kind of life. Whenever i bring up the matter, you chose to ignore and not explain. Things always happen and it is always my fault. I just want to find back myself.

I am sorry. I am sorry for my mistakes in the past. You deserve someone better.