Marriage

I am still trying to get used to life without you. 3 years of efforts and love i cant deny. And i guess you are right. It is time to move on. And i am really trying very hard to move on. Out of the sudden, my world just seems quieter and less vibrant as before. Maybe it is because you are no longer around.

I guess during the night time, it is the best time to blog. Right now, i just feel so useless. Looking around, i see my friends having a justifiable amount of salary and happily married. And me? I am still holding a less than $30k per annum job and 'happily' single. What is happening? People my age are talking about marriage and here i am still pondering on the purpose of getting married. Some friends say the reason why i am behaving this way is because of the industry i work in. Some say it is because i have not met the 'ONE' yet and the 'ONE' might be around but i have no idea who she is. Some say it is because of what happened to my parents. I say it is all of the above. Oh well....