Happenings..

2 friends passed away within the past 2 months. Both committed suicide.

Although they were acquintances but somewhere somehow, they used to be part of my life while i was in the army. A few days back, i went to one of their funeral. It just so happened that the deceased is a nephew of my friend and i felt it was the right thing to do. Upon seeing the body, i felt a sudden ache in my heart. He was a young man. A very kind hearted man. He took very good care of me while i was having my training in Brunei. Looking at his father's face, the ache hurts much more. His pale face. His sunken cheeks. His watery eyes. The tears of a father. He was his only son. My friend (the uncle) looked well to me but i could guess pretty much that he was very sad as well and he is just trying to hold it back. As a parent or elder, you are suppose to buy a baby crib for your kids, not a coffin.

It made me realised that life is too precious. Life is too fragile. Too pass on by natural causes is acceptable but by taking your own life is indirectly hurting your love ones and the people who care for you.

If YOU are reading this blog, i hope you wont take your life again. No one is worth for you to end your life. If a person dont treasure you, someone else will.

Too many negative things happening to me for the past 3 months. I need to find back myself urgently.